To Be Purified
Many times in my life I have felt all alone In rooms full of people, and the quiet of my home A deep and desolate feeling, of an empty space inside I knew not just what to do, nor could I run and hide
I stood before my Saviours face, told to Him my fears He alone could calm the doubts, give hope through all the years I found that no friendhsip, or song of sweetest love could fill the void within my soul, only He who is above
The winds blew strong and fierce at times, no help given me There was no soul could calm the storm, no matter how I plead Surrounded on each side by friends, a home and comfort bought All of that was just in vain, as wholeness within I sought
I cried and wondered why my God, did not answer me He knew how desperate was my plight, I prayed on bended knee, It seemed the more I sought His face, yearned for amazing grace, it eluded me, seemed far away, he wasn't interested in my case
Instead of lifting the burden, and placing me where I desired, He let my heart get heavier, once I even prayed to expire, Please let me die I asked of Him, I cannot bear much more, He did not make a path of ease, no matter how I implored
Made me to know this was His will, and strengthen me He would As I walked so weary and tired, it seemed everything I misunderstood There was no turning back you see, only forward could I trod Always hoping I would see, the loving face of God
Then one day He lifted, the veil so I could see, All along a plan He had, my eyes were blind, I could not see If I had not the loneliness and empty space inside Never would I have sought His face, and in Him to abide
Now I know the darkest night, made me strong and tried As I went through the fire so hot, and tears abundant I cried, Faith was forged in those hard times, and love was purified Now I praise my God above, each time a trial comes by
For only through the times of pain, when I feel hurt and sad can I be made of stronger stuff, and with His beauty clad, I bow my heart to His perfect will, He knows just what it shall take That I may stand in perfect love, in me His image make
sharon March 19, 2002
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